I am not there yet.

I have known from the beginning that this was going to be hard, just maybe not this hard. I have not felt so lonely or discouraged in a long time. The mountains seem to big to climb, and the terrain to rough to tread through. Every turn seems to be one that just does not work! I thought fpr a fact that this is what God has for me... But if i do not have a job within a week and a half....plan is over, and I move again. I am always moving. Its a long road from WI to Idaho...even longer going back, wondering what i should have or could have done differently. I feel distant from people, and God...