Blessed...

"there is a kingdom coming..." -Marshal Mclean

There is a kingdom coming and what have i done to prepare for it? I honestly can't say to much. I can think of all the sins i have done lately, and how everyones heaven is becoming my hell. I have a sick feeling in my gutt that when the day comes, i will not be ready. I wont hear the words "well done"... But that it will just be i made it...

God forbid this happen, its tearing me apart, that i will only see God for real if i am pure in heart... I know that on my own my hands..what i do is all empty, but with Him they are filled. I need Him to do things, God answer me! Attend to my suffering, hear my silent cries, my inner longings.. Destroy my flesh...

There is war in my peace, things that im holding that ive got to release... I have to. Blessed.... The word is "Blessed".

Few can feel the coming kingdom... But i can, and i pray that i am ready.