Passiveness...my undoing?

How I have treated my faith lately, has really gotten to me. I have become very passive in my thinking and actions... While at home i am going to work on this... Latelt the thought of going out of my home life has been on my mind. What keeps me from going into the streets? Do i go to school? Idk... I know something is wrong though, i am not satisfied with the normal life.. I want more.