Why?

WHAT DISTURBED YOU MOST IN 2011?
What disturbed you the most? A lost soul in Hell, or a scratch on that car. Your missing the worship service or missing a days work. The church not growing very fast or the garden not growing. Your Bible unopened, or a newspaper unread. The contributions decreasing or your income decreasing. Your children late to Bible study or late to public school. Your church work neglected or your housework neglected. To miss Bible class or to miss your favorite TV program. Low attendance at worship or low attendance at a party. Now how about 2012?

Whoever loves his life loses it, and whoever hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. (John 12:25 ESV)

Why are we so blind as believers!? We sit on our couches, play video games and watch tv... When there are so many who need Christ! I am so tired of just conforming, there is so much that needs done, and we just pass the time like we have nothing more important to do! Who the heck do we think we are!!?? We are flat out selfish idiots! I am a huge culprit of this!
It sickens me to think that one night I will lead worship and the next act as if God isnt important at all! Do non believers even see a freaking difference in me, or any of us!?
What is so different? We dont swear? Smoke? Big woop!!!!!
I can not cuss but stil be as normal as joe shmoe next to me!

God didnt give us all these things to enjoy, just in and of themselves! We dont have a car, so that it can take the place of our neighbor who is condemned to hell, because we decided to put more thought into our own personal needs.
We live in dying bodies, and a dying world... So who gives a rip about our crap! If we are not wholly focused on Hi, what the heck is the point! Paul says that he counts all as loss for the sake of KNOWING CHIRST! I know I cannot say that... Why!? Because my priorities are messed the heck up!

God is patient, but we are just plain ignorant and selfish. We say we love Him, and supposedly worship on sunday... But we act like retards the rest of the week. May God save us from these bodies of death.. Thank goodness for grace.